what have i been doing all this freaking time? smh i guess co-existing in this cold cruel world well NOT TODAY its my birthday im happy to have gotten to 29 when so many loved ones and people who i have never met haven't even gotten the chance to see what thats like and to the ones i lost throughout my life who will never get to see me at this point wow im 29 yrs old today which means i have one year left of my 20s so i must indulge in things i have yet to indulge myself in that involves not doing any harm to myself or anyone else that is LOL! i have no uploaded anything on here in ages i feel like i have lost the love i had for this place or maybe it's just sitting on the shelf i dont consider myself much of an artist i love taking pictures but its just for fun i love making things but come on life steps in and the only thing im making is a MESS but lemme tell you i have taken some pictures that i think were so beautiful that i stare at them none stop lol yet have not posted them i just procrastinate too damn much


On another note its sad to say that after my father passed away back in march i realized those birthday phone calls i used to pretend to hate but secretly enjoyed are never going to happen again they always say you don't know what you've got until its gone *sigh* i will try to make it through my day without breaking down into tears

so got myself an Xbox 360 FINALLY!!  
want my gamertag? if you're on Xbox Live just hit me up here and ill be more than happy to add you

now for my favorite part THE FEATURES *stands up and cheers*  featuring some awesome things birthday related to me and my age of 29